Tuesday, May 16, 2006

May 15 Part 2

This blog is just not about Ananya. It is also about how Me and lalitha are evolving as parents and about our own emotional journeys through the parenthood. Since i would want Ananya to read this blog some day in her life, i wouldnt want to mention extreme truths or things which she might regret reading. But at the same time, i hope to be reasonably truthful to ourselves.
check point 1: Two weeks after ananya's birth
Murali's feelings:
1. Exhilarated.
2. Sometimes in disbelief.
3. Tired, sleepless
4. Desire to be more responsible.
5. More quieter.
6. sometimes scared on how to handle baby.

lalitha's feelings:
1. Extremely tired
2. Possessive about baby
3. Emotional
4. No sleep
5. No interest in TV or internet

Noticably, between me and lalitha, we have started talking less of ourselves and more of the baby and other things.. I am not sure if this is a good development. After a month or so, i hope the baby settles down and we get to spend more time with each other.

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